Pasaway…

Before, i’m alone!
I never had a chance to know each one of you.
I thought it would be easier for me.
Living in a place where there’s no one else but me.
But now, i’m tamed.
you’ve made it, yes, you made!
All my thoughts changed
All my actions bahaved
All my secrets revealed.

I guess you’re unfair!!!

Before, you made me laugh
but now, I laugh alone
some says I’m crazy
Living in the memories not really for me.

Before, you made me cry
those were the days when we had an argument
but then i’m thankful
coz my tears gone for a reason
realizing my faults,
understanding  my moods.
but now i cry alone
You’ve made me miss all those tears
You’ve made me reminisce the years
some says I’m crazy
Crying for a person doens’t really minds me.

Before, you made me feel special.
How happy I am to receive messsages from you
How silly I am to jump for laughter when I saw it came from you
And now I think of you.
how crazy i am to save all your messages in my fuckin’ cp
how stupid i am to put your letters in my heart, metaphorically in a box
but now you didn’t response
how annoy you are after your cp beeps,
knowing that it’s me after all.

And now I’m dead,
i guess your not alarmed.
"that’s only chris anyway", you may say

You made me laugh
You made me cry
You tamed my life
And now,
what i want is

"BIgay mo na testi ko plsss…"